Mellon Collie and the Yinfinite Sadness

She receited it to me like reading it out of a manual.
The causes and effects. I nodded away with my mind somewhere else.
Developing firewalls and mental blocks believing that it will shield me from the rippling affects and the post fallouts.

She walked by and we both give each other a courteous hi and small chat. We parted.

When the time came the firewall fell without resistance.
The mental blocks are unaffective. The overspills are uncontainable.
Standing in the middle of the fallout I breath in deep and close my eyes.
But I can still see it all very clearly.
I swear my heart stopped without giving me a two week notice.
It check itself out last night. I don't think I will see it again.

------break-------

Yodaaaa...Yodaaaa.....
Both girls pulled me aside, but I only wanted to say hi.
What?! Can you say that again?
Who? Oh! (handshake) Boyfriends? (Nod)
Drunk already? withh only on sip of long island?
Well, you are a cheap date. (Nod and smiles).
Dance? Sure. (Pulled them to the floor. Dance like a Egyptian.)
Thanks. Gotta go.

Boyfriend pulled me aside.
My girlfriend really likes you. But I want to tell you that I work very hard to win her.
(Smile and wave bye.) But his girlfriend pulled me back. Dance with your friend here? Hi Mandy.
(Never thought myself as a threat.)